we love, we bleed, one and the same...

i have to take what's left of me
down with the promises you made while you're away
head bent as i walk in circles
i hope i made the right choice
stuck in the moment waiting for things to sink in
i tried to charge myself with the cigarette that im holding
suck it in and let it linger
wrap my heart with nicotine and let it settle
for id rather have a disease to battle
than to look at your face every single hour
id rather die from within
than to make a scar on my skin
you wouldn't know if im hurting
so let me rest for a while as i try to figure out why im alone with myself.
godspeed to us all.